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At any rate, I awakened here in Tokyo this morning with soooo many impressions from the three rapid-fire days of performance at Kick Back Café that I had to get them down––even though it's really early here and my body's sore from all the activity.
I'll recount only two impressions for now––they usually come to me as I'm studying for one of my seminary classes and get "blooged" into the ozone, never to see the light of day! After all, my personality type only allows me to really focus on one thing at a time... unfortunately. Man I'd be making all A's if this weren't the case!
So last night's show I can only describe as HYPER creative. The band [Marcus Finnie-drums, Braylon Lacy-bass, John Stoddart-keys/vocals] and I were almost literally wind surfers cruising on the creative gusts of creative ideas (rhythms, melodies, risks...) directly from the heart of The Creative One! It was exhilarating––the kind of show that's virtually impossible in the context of your run of the mill "smooth jazz" concert in the states. Kick Back only seats around 140 people if you put the last 20 folks in the bathrooms! Not really, but it's packed.
There were moments when we all knew categorically that the kind of interactive, vibrant, evolving, dynamic, nuance-bloated music coming out was exactly what we would not have been able to do within the constraints of the commerce-driven smooth jazz format (speaking now of the types of venues and audiences which normally make up our touring schedule). It's like the difference between driving your Tercel to work, and cruising the winding roads of the Swiss Alps in a Testarossa! When the show was over we all checked our vital signs (!), made sure we still had our wallets (!) and sighed a collective "...Wow!"
Well after the show, during a very late dinner (which I try as a rule not to do because the calories do not leave you when they attach late at night) when I realized I had just about maxed out if I was going to have this sexy dessert I had been eyeing all week, I handed in my plate––still half full of food. At this point the server/volunteer [the servers at Kick Back Café give their time because of their love for Jesus and their commitment to the church which meets at the café on Sundays called Committed Japan] asked me a question that stuck with me all night (thus this bloog). She said; "Do you mind if one of us finishes this?"
In other words, here they are serving us, literally waiting on us hand and foot, showing us the kind of love and appreciation (just because we were willing to come there and share our gifts with them though we were being paid to do it) that makes a person almost blush... and she wondered if it was OK for one of them to eat what was left on our plates. Now I add this comment with extreme care because it is not my desire to cause embarrassment or especially for anyone to be reprimanded on my account––and besides I am an avid fan of leftovers in my home because I despise the idea of food wasted when so many go hungry. But the point is this:
The economic reality for most young people in the world, even a fairly wealthy country like Japan, does not include very many sumptuous meals like the ones we had enjoyed every single day during our stay (actually twice a day). So the sacrificial service, the sincere, broad, radiant smiles, the humility that had blessed us time and time again in these servants, came in spite of the reality that they were not able (not because of this particular management but because of real-world economics) to enjoy the same level of culinary bliss. This fact brought a tear to my eye because I knew that I didn't deserve what I had all but taken for granted now––the kindness and tender service that they had lavished on us all week (and every other week I had spent with these precious ones).
You see, the love of Christ compels those who have been smitten by The Passion of His brutal torture and execution––and subsequent miraculous (and historically documented) resurrection on behalf of any and everyone––to want to serve Him (through serving others) sacrificially and with their whole hearts. It's as if when one walks in the doors of Kick Back Café (and so many other churches and home fellowships around the globe) they enter a zone of true humility. And remember that many of those who serve have chosen to do so, rather than being relegated to servant-status in some sort of caste system. Many of them are quite literally medical doctors, professionals, accomplished artists, etc.
So my long bloog is just to say that I am profoundly humbled once again by my experience in Japan and particularly at Kick Back Café and I pray God's richest blessings on each person who served us so richly during our magical stay.
And I think I'll save the second impression (mentioned above) for the next bloog!




very cool, man...
sounds like kickback was an old-fashioned jam session. i wish programmers realized that people in the states really do like that style of music and that it doesn't always have to be "smoothed out" all the time. im not one of those jazz purists (b/c i like 'smooth jazz' too), but i think a little complexity never hurt anybody. that's why i like seeing people of you all's caliber...not afraid to mix it up
Posted by: joe e | November 02, 2009 at 01:08 PM
Wow, thank you so much, Kirk. This just grabs the heart and holds in a good way. We all need to be reminded; more often than not that Jesus did not hold on to his deity but that his reputation was made by serving God & others in the name of God the Father. John 17:4 I (Jesus) have brought glory to you here on earth by doing everything you gave me to do.
Posted by: Tammy | November 01, 2009 at 08:49 PM